[sticky entry] Sticky: Fandom Intro

Jan. 3rd, 2024 08:22 pm
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Hello. I'm cinereous. I'm super shy and end up being an extreme lurker for the most part, but I'd really love to become more involved in fandom and communities! I've written fic for almost twenty years now, and tend to be a fandom for life sort of person.

My favorite fandoms tend to be video games, especially rpgs and medieval fantasy. I can't say I'm particularly skilled at them, but I love anything with compelling characters and romance options. I also love, love, love a good psychological horror.

I tend to ship heavily, and I'm a fan of m/m, f/f, m/f, and poly ships. If I love multiple characters in a fandom there is every possibility that I have considered every single configuration lol. I enjoy unique pairings and mixing and matching to see how they interact!

My most beloved fandoms include:

  • Persona 5

  • Dragon Age

  • Bully

  • Baldur's Gate 3

  • Critical Role

  • The Magnus Archives

  • Persona 3

  • Silent Hill

  • Devil Survivor 1 & 2

  • Fire Emblem: Three Houses

  • Yuri on Ice

  • Hades


  • I hope there are others out there who enjoy the same things. I'd love to hear from you if so! I can also be found on AO3, twitter, and tumblr.
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    Fandom Snowflake Challenge's 2023 Fandom Wrapped!

    Your top 5 fandoms for 2023 were:
    Persona 5, Bully, Dragon Age, Baldur's Gate, & The Magnus Archives

    Your top 5 fandom spaces (Discord, Twitter, etc.) in 2023 were:
    AO3 mainly. I chatted with my small friend group on Discord and occasionally used my Twitter and Tumblr.

    The top 5 things you did to contribute to fandom in 2023 were:
    I wrote a very little bit XD

    Bonus questions:

    Your fandom personality in 2023 was:
    Power Lurker

    In 2023, you discovered:
    That writing for myself without posting it does wonders for my ability to write more regularly. Still working on it!

    Your fandom home in 2023 was: AO3
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    Make a rec list of fanworks!


    A Different Kind of Star by Hotsuqueen

    Persona 5, Iwai/Akira, T rating, genderswapped Akira, Post-Canon

    I would recommend pretty much everything Hotsuqueen has ever written, but this one in particular was written just for me and tailored perfectly. They capture the essence of Iwai to me. They get the gruff, tired dad vibes mixed with sexual and romantic crisis, with a heaping side of mundane life that I live for! It is, in my opinion, the very best post-game Iwai/Akira out there.


    7 of Spades and 8 of Hearts by Hotsuqueen

    Persona 5/Devil Survivor, Akira/Kazuya, M Rating, During Canon, literally magical meet cute

    On the same note, I'm also so very, very enthralled by how they write the protagonist of Devil Survivor. They are wholly unique, colorful, relatable, and yet extraordinary. And in these fics he is just the most easy to love, flirtatious all-powerful demon god you could imagine. I also just absolutely love this crossover pairing! They are perfect for one another. 10/10


    Yesterday and Tomorrow by Decay

    Persona 5, Iwai/Akira, T Rating, Action, Metaverse Shenanigans, Wound Care

    Another beautifully tailored Iwai/Akira gift that I cannot gush about enough. If you want action, hurt/comfort, and quietly intense romance then this is the fic for you! Another wonderfully well written Iwai, and Akira is adventurous and fun and foolhardy. Just *chef's kiss*


    Fire, Walk With Me by Khirsah

    Dragon Age II, Fenris/Male Hawke, M Rating, AU - Soulmates, Slow Burn, Lots and lots of hurt

    This is my favorite Fenhawke fic. I reread this one constantly. The author captures a level of intensity that is gripping as hell. I feel like I'm on the edge of my seat even though I know how it goes. XD It's got beautiful descriptions, and they really paint a picture with details, paying loving attention to the characters. It has gothic notes to it that I super enjoy, and the sexual tension is sweltering.

    The Other Hawke by Tanukiham

    Dragon Age II, Fenris/Carver, E Rating, Canon Retelling and later Canon Divergence

    This fic is what truly made me love Carver as a character. The authors that are always most notable in my mind are the ones that shed light on certain characters and use canon details to create an even more vivid and relatable character. The story of DAII through Carver's eyes is fascinating and extraordinary to me. And his relationship with Fenris (and all of his other romances throughout the story) are all done so well that I was immersed and rooting for each and every one. Including his friendships! This story made me care so hard that I, to this day, cannot think of this character, without thinking of this fic in the same breath. It's a masterpiece.
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    Tell us about a personal win.


    This challenge was the first thing that came to mind. I've really loved the interaction it's allowed me to have! Everyone has been incredibly nice.

    And I'm currently excited about The Magnus Protocol starting. I've really wanted more stories from this universe. <3
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    In your own space, create a fanwork.


    I decided to post a small wip.
    Dragon Age Inquisition.
    Felix/Cullen.
    It's unedited, roughly 2800 words, and barely the set up to the relationship.

    For Felix, Skyhold felt much like a waking dream. Perhaps because, when he arrived at it, he was deeply asleep and barely breathing. )
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    Five Things! The five things are totally up to you.


    I decided to gush about my favorite characters!

    Cut for Spoilers for Bully, Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age II, Persona 5, and Baldur's Gate 3 )
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    Rec Us Your Newest Thing.


    I've not been into a new fandom that's eaten my brain recently, but I figured I could rec what I've enjoyed!

    I started playing Sun Haven. It's basically Stardew Valley, but fantasy. I had a lot of trouble getting into Stardew despite loving the farm game genre. I think it mostly stemmed from being uninterested in the marriage candidates.

    I definitely don't have that problem with Sun Haven XD I actually had to sit myself down to figure out which person out of them all I wanted to marry. I basically wooed them all! They're very cute and colorful, and I appreciate that they each have large portraits with different clothes based on the seasons!

    It's also got extremely cute fantasy crops and creatures, as well as three separate cities that are unique and beautiful so you can get new crops and animals so your game lasts longer and stays fresher. I dunno, I've had a blast playing it.
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    Talk about a current fannish project (fic, art, vid, crochet, funko pop village) (that you are creating or enjoying)


    I'm currently participating in [personal profile] candyheartsex. It's past nominations and assignments, but if anyone is looking to write treats for their favorite fandoms, it's still early enough to jump in and have a good time.

    Other than that, the only proper project I'm working on is my dnd campaign. We've spent the last five sessions in one desert city and it's surrounding magical wilderness, but I've got three major cities to work on from here, and I'm looking forward to filling them with intriguing characters and side stories. Especially given one has a big crime boss to deal with. It promises to be a high stakes and fun part of their journey.
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    Make a list of fannish and/or creative resources.


    I almost didn't do this challenge. I couldn't think of anything! But then my wife reminded me that I actually offered her resources a while back.

    When I work on my D&D campaign I use The Solo Adventurers Toolbox Part Two. My favorite part of it, and the part that I get the most use out of, is the Keywords Table.

    I will usually roll for about 5-6 keywords and try to string together a compelling backstory for characters using it. This method has allowed me to think about things in ways I never had prior. It forced me to think about possibilities my brain didn't naturally arrive at. And because these characters now have interesting and compelling backstories, they also affect the world they're in. I've been able to create unique lore in my setting as a result of unique character building.

    I also enjoy using 'This is your life' dnd character generator. It's great for backstory and general upbringing information on characters, which I feel like I tend to fall short on some times.

    In the same vein as the previous two, I also got some use out of GMs Miscellany: Wilderness Dressing. It's essentially tables to create scenery and landmarks. It's especially helpful if you're just looking for a little extra color in your descriptions! I rolled a really interesting cave once and it became a significant landmark in my world that I absolutely never would have imagined.

    I just really enjoy randomized tables and how they help you create special and unique people and worlds that you might never have made on your own. Highly recommend for dnd as well as world building/character building for your writing in general.
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    In your own space, share a favourite piece of original canon (a show, a specific TV episode, a storyline, a book or series, a scene from a movie, etc) and explain why you love it so much.

    When I thought about this prompt, a few different games popped into my head, but ultimately I went for the second one that came to mind because it's probably the one most people haven't played.

    I have a great love and appreciation for the game Bully.

    I discovered this game in the small gap between high school and college, and honestly, that's a pretty perfect time for me to have found it. It's a game that's very in between itself. It's basically Grand Theft Auto but teenagers in a boarding school. It's problematic and childish, but it's got some surprisingly amazing character writing and wonderful moments that make you stop and wonder if you're still playing a game that's about beating other teenagers up.

    The main character, Jimmy Hopkins, is endlessly charming to me. He's introduced as a rude little shit who defies authority, but as it turns out, he's mostly just the victim of circumstance. He's prideful and aggressive, and not very good at realizing when he's being manipulated. I find that character flaw to be such a fun one. I feel like I don't see it too often in characters like him. He's a truly wonderful mix of confidence and swagger as well as a hot mess who is adorably bad at telling people no, hiding a good heart and a cute, genuine sense of humor and camaraderie with people.

    One of my favorite scenes in the game is early on when Jimmy is introduced to the lunch lady. They introduce her as being unhygienic. She smokes around and spits in the food, and it's inferred that she uses spoiled meat, etc. And despite that being her introduction, Jimmy is playful with her. He goofs around with her in the cut scene, unpretentious and, while understandably grossed out, he's not rude. Jimmy connects with people as long as they aren't shitty to him first, and it becomes increasingly obvious through the game that the whole reason he's such a 'bad kid' is because the world always threw the first punch.

    Outside of Jimmy, the rest of the cast is probably the biggest selling point to me! The different cliques are all cartoonishly exaggerated. The preps are all old money and clad in argyle, calling other people 'paupers' and talking about how their daddy's will take care of their problems. The game never takes itself too seriously, and every single individual student has their own different dialogue that you can hear when walking by them. They each have quirks and back stories.

    My favorite is Gord. He's a prep, but you learn a lot about him the more you pass by him or interact with him. He's the bisexual boy in the clique, romanceable by Jimmy and able to be kissed for power ups. His dialogue paints him as vain and shallow, talking about clothes more than the other characters, but he's also super complimentary! If Jimmy is dressed well, Gord will comment on it.

    He's also part of a side quest where he's flirting and messing around with a girl in the greaser clique. He likes dating beneath his social circle, excited by this different world outside of money and yacht clubs. You also learn that his father is a lawyer, and that he plans to become a lawyer as well. He's also one of the only preps you can encounter inside of the library, hinting he takes his studies seriously and/or likes to read.

    There are so many details painting just this one character! And there are almost one hundred characters that are similarly detailed. I feel like every person who enjoys this game tends to have favorite characters because it's so easy to get attached to them. Vance is a greaser with gelled hair, a leather jacket and cigarettes, and he cosplays a pirate all by himself on an island!

    The whole game feels like a love story to how quirky and interesting people are, all beneath a thick layer of humor and absurdity that still somehow reflects exactly what high school felt like. It's a game that I will always love despite its flaws because at its core it's about people and getting through life. It focuses on situations forcing your hand, mistakes, victories, mundane problems that are irritating, and how we're all so weird and sharing space with other weird people, and how great and hilarious that can be.
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    My wife bought a book last year called the Artist's Way by Julia Cameron in an effort to restore her lost creativity. During the time she had begun reading it and practicing out what it taught, I did a sort of half-assed attempt alongside her in the hopes of being supportive and possibly helping myself as well.

    It did help a little! At the time I did manage to write every single day for a month straight, which I'd never done before. At the same time, I definitely hadn't read the book myself or done the assignments as written, so we decided we'd both start over this year and do it properly.

    Going more in depth and some personal stuff )
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    Search in your current space, whether brick-and-mortar or digital. Post a picture (a link to a picture will be fine!) or description of something that is or represents:

    Images under the cut )
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    IceBreaker Challenge! Tell us about yourself.


    I entered fandom when I was quite young during the heyday of HP. Reading fanfic rather instantly became my favorite thing to do in the world, and I spent most every night since reading and wishing I could write! I remember being astonished how some of the authors I was reading were better than the published books I was reading. I had stars in my eyes.

    I started writing fanfiction myself once I was in high school, after meeting what would one day be my wife. She was very supportive of me, and I've been writing and trying to participate in the fandoms I love ever since!

    In addition to fandom, these days I'm a huge D&D nerd. I dm a fully custom world game with a few of my friends, and I'm very passionate about it. I laugh when I realize I technically have hundreds of OCs now because of it, and I'm deeply in love with the way D&D has allowed me to explore worldbuilding and character writing outside of fandom.

    Other than that, some fun and dumb stuff:
    - I love fungi! I think mushrooms are beautiful and fascinating.
    - I write mostly rpg video game fandoms, but my favorite type of games are medieval city builder simulators. Banished, Kingdoms Reborn, Farthest Frontier, etc.
    - I have a three legged, fluffball of a cat that I love desperately.
    - Very embarrassingly, I ran and helped run several Degrassi fandom communities when I was younger.
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    Create a wish list of fandom things (podfic, graphics, playlists, canon recs translations, research help, vids, sky's the limit!) that you'd like to receive.


    This challenge definitely feels the most difficult for me! I always feel like I'm overstepping asking for things! But I think it's such a great thing to put out in the world as well, and I hope to see some wishes I'd be able to fulfill. <3

    1. Book recommendations! I'm currently reading through the Drizzt series (3 in), the Dragon Age series, and I have Legends and Lattes waiting. I recently finished reading Thirteen Storeys as well. I'm obviously very into medieval fantasy and a good psychological horror. I tend to enjoy more flowery, descriptive works, and I'm really hoping I can find a great fantasy novel with bisexual characters. And I love anything to do with magic!

    2. I'd love to see more art of Iwai from Persona 5. There's so little of it out there, and he's such a handsome and lovely character.

    3. I'm always down for fic! I've participated in exchanges in the past/currently, and it means I've always got a handy letter full of likes and plot ideas. You can find my most recent letter here.
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    Challenge #2

    In your own space, set yourself some goals for the coming year.


    I tried to keep my goals minimal in the hopes of sticking with them this year!

    Fandom

    1. Finish Eating Crow . It's officially been two years since I went on hiatus, and I feel terrible about it. I've learned my lesson about posting incomplete works!

    2. Write 15+ days per month. (This one is a bit ambitious, but I know I can do it! I wrote roughly 800 words a day, every day in November. And while it was hard, it was rewarding and I'm glad I did it.)

    3. Continue working on my Bully longfic, and hopefully finish it so I can start posting it!

    4. Complete a prompt bunny list. And...pick out which prompt bunny list I want to do XD

    5. Comment more!


    Non-Fandom

    1. Read one book per month.

    2. Pay off one of my school loans

    3. Try to put myself out there/use my dw, tumblr, and twitter more.

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    It's been a very long time since I've done this format, but I have to admit that I've missed it. I'm an incredibly shy person to the point I struggle with talking to people online or putting myself out there on social media. My general twitter experience is retweeting pretty artwork and if I actually type something into that post box you better believe I sit on it for five minutes while my brain attempts to talk me out of it a million times.

    But the journal format always feels more comfortable for me. There's not really a potential audience of a million people and I always prefer long form because my ass is verbose lol.

    Anyway, I love Persona 5, Bully, Dragon Age, DND, and victorian and medieval aesthetics. I imagine most of what I'll post here will revolve around those things and fanfic. While I've not written properly in a good long while, fanfic is definitely where I enjoy contributing the most. I'm an overly romantic person who likes to wax poetically about anything and everything.

    I'm also super great at rambling and realizing right about now that I've strayed in a weird direction XD.

    I think it'd be nice to do fanfic retrospectives here as well as do rec lists! I miss those a lot! I don't read just a ton these days, but the things I do love I want to gush about.

    And while I haven't had any luck/response, I might still create a Bully fan community in the hopes that it gets found. I've always had a deep fondness for that video game, and there definitely seems to be a small renaissance for it that I've seen on tumblr. I've enjoyed replaying it, I've written a couple of fics for it, and I find myself constantly thinking about writing more. So we'll see if I can find the energy and time to set that up.

    Otherwise, I'm just focusing on my DMing. I'm probably about half-way through a homebrew campaign setting with my friends. It's my first time being a DM, and it's been so amazing and rewarding, as well as exhausting. Maybe I can even talk about some of my worldbuilding here.

    For now though, I should sleep. I've just been well overdue in finally writing a first entry. I'm calmly optimistic about using this type of platform again.

    In closing, a thing I learned today: In the 1920s, as hem lines got a little shorter, dancers and rebellious women would 'rouge their knees', using blush or other cosmetics to make their knees have a cute, healthy sort of blush since they were more visible at that time in history.

    We all deserve cute, blushy knees. <3
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